Thursday, March 26, 2015

Sucking You Dry

While we are having drink, you ask if I want to try out my new lipstick. It's supposed to last 24hrs, and I haven't been able to get off since I put it on.  I really want to wrap my pretty red lips around your cock and see if it comes off, so I'm game. We make our way out to the car, but I'm not sure if you just want to make out or if you want more.  I'm parked behind some stores, so it's somewhat secluded, but since it's a holiday weekend, there are people everywhere.  As we approach the car, I open the front door and you open the back. I smile as you climb in, and close my door without getting in.  Now I know for sure, you want what I really want.  Asking you out for drinks doesn't always lead to fun, but I really fucking need a little fun today.  I eagerly jump in the back seat with you. 

Before I get to say anything or even look at you, your hand is already in my hair pulling hard, and your lips lock onto mine, kissing me deeply.  I'm in heaven.  My hand wraps around your neck and pulls you closer, as my need builds. Your free hand reaches up and finds its place around my neck.  I choke very easily and usually tense when anyone is near my neck, but my god, I love your hand as it rests there, gripping me ever so slightly.  I can hear you talking to me about how much you like my red lips and how much you wanted this since reading my Coming Home email.  I never know how you do this, as it never feels like you stop kissing me.  Your hand drops from my neck down between my legs and rub through my jeans.  I instinctively move closer and moan quietly as you rub again.  Your kiss ease up and you let me have a little control for change.  Asking me if this was the control I was looking for from my email.  It is, but as usual, I prefer it when you are in control.  At one time I loved my control, these days though, I prefer to give control over to you.  My mind might want to take over from time to time, but that is an internal struggle I'm not sure either of us really wants. 

I move my own hand down between your legs and find you are already undoing your drawstrings.  Red ones, I might add.  Don't know why, but the colors always fascinate me.  I'm watching intently and thinking to myself about how excited I am to do this.  I've dreamed a few times about doing this in the car, and now I actually get to do it.  In broad daylight too.  Makes the exhibitionist in me do cartwheels.  I go back to kissing you while I patiently wait for you to pull my prize out.  I continue to kiss you when I hear your request to stroke your cock.  Reaching down, I take you in my hand and I feel myself start to get wet.  I'm trying be careful since my hand is dry, but I have been waiting for a while to get my hands on you again and am just too excited.

I look down to see your hard cock waiting for me and greedily take it in my mouth.  So perfectly ready for me.  This time, I have far more confidence and get right to what I know you like best.  I hear you tell me to show you what you've taught me but I'm already well on my way.  I do so love to hear you instruct me though.  I take you all the way in a couple of times just to get you wet.  I stop cold though when I hear your command.  I wonder what the problem could be when you tell me you want to help get my hair out of the way.  Hand in my hair guiding me, I work again to make you cum.  We are out in the open, so my sense of urgency is certainly heightened.  Heightened, but I'm for sure going to enjoy every minute of this.  I hear your approval come in soft moans and my name being released, myself getting wetter with your every moan.  I'm watching your cock as I work it close to the tip, the shaft perfectly wet and my hand working diligently to help my mouth. 

Your balls are up out of your pants as well and they are just calling out to me to be handled.   So I  reach down in your pants, run my fingers against your ass and bring my hand up to cup your balls. A soft command for me to come up and kiss you and I eagerly comply.  Anything to kiss you again.  I can feel you working yourself, getting closer to the edge while I do.  Closer now, I'm allowed to go back to work.  Now, not only your breathing, but your words let me know you are on the brink.  Telling me that you are ready but trying to hold back.  I should tell you that this will never result in me slowing down.  I want to push you over the edge.  I know that it feels good and you want to hold on a little longer, but I can be determined too.  So I don't reply, I don't slow down at all, and work your tip a little better.  I can hear you almost gasp as you tell me you can't hold back and explode in my mouth.  I ease up but work a little more as I feel you pulsate in my mouth, filling it completely. I have to stop moving so that I can swallow such a large amount, especially since I haven't let go of your cock.  I do my best to clean you up as I take you farther in one last time.  I am rewarded with a good girl as you put yourself away.  I know you said you were going to fuck me the next time,  but this was so worth putting that off a little longer.

As I mentioned, I've often fantasized about giving you a blowjob in the car.  I've even written about it.  Often when we do something that I've written or thought about, it's so far from how I imagined it would go that I can no longer go back to the old fantasy, the reality always creeps in and takes over.  It doesn't ruin it, but it alters it forever.  This time though, it was so spot on. That airport dream was certainly different in some ways, but in the most important ways it was so close I can barely talk about it without wanting it again as soon as fucking possible.

Monday, March 23, 2015

Waiting for You to Come Home

After I got done talking to you last night, I couldn't stop thinking about you coming home today.  I was lying in bed wishing just once, I could actually go to bed with you.  I want to know what it feels like to climb in bed, reach over and give you a kiss goodnight hopefully after a good fuck, drifting off to a peaceful sleep while I feel the heat radiate from your body.  I wonder what it is like to sleep next to someone I honestly feel safe with. Is it a heavy sleep or do I still wake just to be able to enjoy the experience?  I think about this more often than I care to admit, most often right after I send you a goodnight text with a virtual kiss.   I imagine this is one of those things that I will always want, but never get.

I had a really good dream about you even, but when I tried to put it into words, even in its simplest form, I just couldn't do it.  I'm not sure if that ever happens to you…you have a very vivid dream but the more you think about it or if you try to tell someone, you can't quite put it into words.  Even now, I can still see flashes of it, but I just can't put the story together.  Almost like it just doesn't make sense. Sort of like the words together don't make a complete sentence.

Since I can't give you, or even myself, that dream, I thought I would just write to you about what I can't wait for when you come home.  This isn't about what I can't wait for you to do to me, and of course there are many things.  I look forward to all of those things that you do to me, for me.  Always keeping me on my toes, never really being able to guess where you might go next.  Just when I think you'll go right, you turn left, and leave me totally surprised, sated and looking forward to doing that again.  Wishing to do it again, but not wanting to risk losing out on some new thing you want to do.  I hunger for those things in a way that makes me feel like I'm starving when you are away.  Of course, how could I not?  You made sure I would be left wanting you all week when you sent me the picture of you fucking naked before you left.  And me being the glutton for punishment that I am, has looked it many times.

No, this is about what I can't wait to do to you.  I want to kiss you deeply, putting my arms around your thick neck to pull you in harder so that I can feel your soft scruff brush against my face, letting your tongue invade me the way your cock does.  I wonder if you know that you kiss the way you fuck.  In command.  I like to fight for control of your mouth, but I know I'm nowhere near it. I want to try though.  I love that struggle.  I want to drop my hands down to your shirt, sliding them under the material so that I can run my hands down your back, feeling the strength of your muscles there.  Bringing my hands around to the front, so that I can feel your cock.  I want to push hard against it, like doing so will magically make your pants disappear.  I want to wrap my hand around the cock that love so much. Feel it grow beneath my grasp.  I want to take you to the bedroom and get your clothes off just as fast as I fucking can.

I want to put your dick in my mouth, to feel that satiny hardness.  I want to explore your cock like I have forgotten everything about it.  I want it nice and wet while my hand works in an easy pace with my mouth, savoring your taste.  I want to hear your breathing change as I swirl my tongue around the tip before I drag my wet hand all the way down to release you.  I want to leave feeling like you must take your cock in your own hands.  I want to take your balls in my mouth, sucking on each gently, so they are equally charged. So when I run my tongue from your ass back to your balls and work them back in my mouth I can hear your breathing change again.  I want to hear your soft moans as I pull your ass closer to my mouth, using my free hand to very gently pull your balls as I do.  I want to lick down your ass, grazing my ultimate goal before I plunge in. I want to feel you rock a little against my tongue as I try to reach deeper.  I want to hear your voice let me know just how close you are so I can take your cock back in my mouth. I want to drink you down as you cum hard.  A week of need being quieted.  I want to see that so very sexy smile of satisfaction spread across your face.

I want to build the need in you that you build in me, because I want a taste of you.  I need a taste of you.  I'm so very hungry, so please hurry home and find some time for me.

Thursday, March 19, 2015

A Playdate with My Toy

These are not my favorite days. Days when you are leaving town.  We have been texting throughout the morning and I asked if I could come and hang out with you while you pack.  I haven't done that since Christmas, and I kind of just need some time with you.  You text back that you'll make some time to see me, so I am hopeful.  I jump in the shower to get ready for the day, already thinking of time with you.  Another text comes through asking if I can come over this morning.  Your flight doesn't leave until this afternoon, so maybe I'll be getting more than the chat I had been hoping for.  I text back that I would love to.  Your next text seals the deal for me as you are asking if I have played with my toy lately.  Now I know for sure you have fun on your mind, and I'm game.  I reply with a yes, but leave out that it was just last night.  Searching for something to help me sleep.  Another text brings me back to now, and you ask if I want to use it today.  I for sure want to play, so I text back that I'll bring it and am rewarded with my first good girl of the day. 

When I arrive at your house, I still don't really know what you have planned and am still in the sit on the bed and visit while you pack mode.  I put my stuff down, except for the toy box and follow you to the bedroom.  Once we are back there, you turn on the shower and start talking to me about a deal we are working together.  I sit on the bed and watch you get undressed.  You are stuck on a detail of the conversation and start to walk out of the room, completely naked, to look it up on the computer.  I start to follow, but you stop me and tell me I need to get undressed.  I reply by saying that it looks like you are about to be busy.  I am so confused.  It seems like you are about to get in the shower.  This is either going to be the quickest fuck ever or we are about to waste a ton of water.  You reply with I know, I have a plan and leave the room.  I am left alone in a wake of your confidence.  When you get back, you help me finish getting undressed and give me my instructions.  I am to lie back on the bed so that you can see me from the shower, and use my toy to fuck myself while you watch.  We start to kiss, and my mind quiets until you reach down to feel how wet I am.  I moan just a little as this is exactly what I need from you.  Your comments express your delight, as I am always wet and ready to go, never needing lube with you. I wish this could last a little longer. It's been too long since I saw you last and I need to feel you as much as possible today.

I walk over to the nightstand to get the toy while you get in the shower.  I have used the toy with you before, but I'm still a little apprehensive about how this will go.  I lay back on the bed, which has already been set up with a pillow for me, and spread my legs, my pussy aimed towards the shower.  I shyly look up and you are indeed watching me.  I start the toy and begin work it in.  The toy is not small, so it takes a bit to work its way in.  I have the vibration on to speed up the process. Push it in until I feel resistance, pull it out and run the tip up to wet my clit, run it back down and in.  I do this a couple of times, each time making it further in.  It must look like I am trying to force it or I am frustrated at the pace because I can hear you tell me not to rush it.  I'm not though, this is the exact way I use it every time by myself.  This is my process.  Each time the toy gets closer to its target, I drop my head back with satisfaction and little out a little moan.  Maybe this is what you mistake as frustration.  Once the toy is fully in and the smaller outer piece hits my clit, my whole body lights up.

I put the toy on turbo in the hopes that this will go quickly and I can get fucked for real.  My legs are already shaking, coming so close to the climax, and then it eases off again.  I move the toy a little to catch another good spot, comes so close and then it's gone again.  At some point you have exited the shower and are drying off very nearby.  I feel your hand touch my leg and a bolt of electricity shoots through me.  It still isn't enough to push me over the edge, but I know there is more to come.  I open my eyes to watch you and see that you have pulled lube out of the drawer.  I wonder where this is going because we don't use lube. I have hit another very good spot with the toy though, and my head falls back and my eyes close again as my body starts to tremble.  I can feel you climbing on the bed, straddling me, coming to rest on my rib cage and I instantly know what is about to happen.  We haven't really talked about this, but I did have a dream that I shared with you once.  You smear lube across my breasts, put your cock between and smash them together and fuck them just a little. I open my eyes because there is no way I'm going to miss this bit of fun.  As soon as I see your cock so close to my mouth, I need to have it in my mouth.  Reading my mind always, you help me do just that. My arms are locked down though, my hands still controlling the toy, and all I want to do is let go and help you fuck my tits.  I want to smash my own tits to bare down as you slide in and out of this virgin territory.  Instead of fighting the issue, I work the toy in and out of myself and will myself to cum this way.  For the first time since the shower, I hear your voice.  Telling me that you wanted to see how I fuck myself while you are gone.  Your voice alone brings me to the edge and drop my head back once again.  So close. 

When it is clear that I'm not going to cum, I feel you move forward so that I can take your balls into my mouth.  I usually love this, but I am not so sure this will be good for you.  I often bite my own lip when it feels particularly good, so I'm afraid that I will bite down and hurt you.  Pulling back on the toy a little, I can safely play with my mouth for a while.  You are working your cock so close to my face.  From this vantage, I can look up and watch you watching me.  So fucking hot, but I can hear that you are getting closer to cumming and I seem to be nowhere near it. 

Suddenly, you turn around to face the other way.  I'm not sure what is about to happen, but I'm kind of hoping that you'll take control of the toy yourself.  I do so love when you are determined and you definitely want me to soak the bed for you as I hear you urge me to do so.  You rest yourself just above my breasts, but are careful not to put your full weight on me.  Instead of taking control of the toy, you start to play with my breasts.  Pinching my nipples, massaging my breasts while you talk to me.  It feels so good.  You tell me that you can see I'm getting so close and I can hear your commands to cum for you.  I, too, know that I'm close, but I just can't reach the top.  I change positions a little and raise my knees, which you take and hold in place for me.  My body convulses, but I can't find my release.  You pound my breast with your rock hard cock, and it feels a bit like a punishment.  Still, you are willing me to cum and I am trying so hard.

You pick yourself up and move farther back so that I can put your balls in my mouth again, but I have a much better vantage of your ass right now and decide to dig in.  I use my free hand to wrap around your leg and pull you down onto my face to get further into your ass.  I know you like it, because I can hear your soft moans.  I pull my arm up so that I can spread your ass cheeks a little to allow me better access and a way to breathe.  Like a fucking dentist, you start asking me questions, knowing all I can do is moan.  We have been talking for a few days now about finding another girl to fuck and speak quite frequently about the building popularity of the blog, so the questions revolve around these topics.  Will I eat my friend's pussy as good as I eat your ass?  If I like knowing that so many people around the world are getting off on reading my stories?  Talking about how much you like knowing that people are reading the stories, people we know as well.  You tell me that you are waiting for me so we can cum together and the pressure to meet your demand grows.  At some point I hear you call me a dirty fucking whore, and this catches me off guard.  It's not really my thing, but I can tell it's just because you are getting so fucking close to cumming.  Me, still agonizingly far away.  Then I hear you call me your fucking whore. This, I somehow love so I dig into your ass deeper, and am rewarded with a good girl while you ever so slightly grind against my mouth just as the toy hit the right spot.  My whole body convulses and I moan loudly into your ass, but still no release.

It's too much so you pull off of me and get down from the bed. You stand over me, but just behind my head.  I look up and see you rubbing furiously.  You drop down a bit, and I know you are ready to cum so I close my eyes as you tilt my head back to cum in my mouth.  I can feel it spread across my face as well, but I couldn't care less while swallowing what feels like an enormous about of your cum.  Inside I am hoping that it looks as hot as that felt.  The toy is still humming away though and I feel like I'm getting close again as I take you in my mouth to suck the rest of the dripping cum off your cock.  I let go when I feel the climax coming and bury my face into that sweet spot where your balls, ass, and leg comes together. This goes on for a minute or so, but still nothing. 

You drop down on your knees and move my hair away from my face so that you can whisper directly into my ear.  Touching my ear gently while you speak and my body lights up.  I change the vibration pattern on the toy to give me some relief, but start to work it in and out to an ever increasing pace.  The things that you are saying make my mind race with desire.  You tell me how hot I look with your cum running all over my face, and gently wipe some of it up. For a moment, I want to find your finger to suck it off.  I decide to let that thought pass and lay back to concentrate on your words hoping to lose myself enough too finally cum.  You tell me that now you want me to soak the bed, and that you can hear just how wet I am.  You have already thought about the next time you will tie me up and share the options with me.  Tying me up while I am on my back so I can watch what you are doing to me.  Maybe tying my legs down as well.  I feel my pace speed up. Tying my legs against the dining room table and bending me over there to fuck me.  I want it all, please, and my pace quickens again as I get further lost in your descriptions.  I hear another good girl and that almost pushes me over the edge, then hear your final command to let go.  I bare down on the toy, but I know that if I haven't cum now, this isn't going to happen.  There is no way I make it through those words, in your fucking seductive voice, without cumming if I was going to do it.  I start to feel defeated, but I am not quite ready to give up.

Eventually, you stand and move back to the other side of the bed to watch me from that angle.  Looking up, I can see you working yourself again.  I hear you tell me that you want me to make you cum again and I'm a little jealous.  Studying the toy as it moves in and out of my pussy, and it looks as if you are willing me to cum with your mind. I pull the toy completely out so that you can see me better, hold the toy against my clit, and then slide it easily back in.  I am still so fucking wet.  I love watching you touching yourself, but your gaze is too intense so I drop my head back again, closing my eyes.  I can feel your hot fucking breath run down my legs.  You aren't that close to me, so I know that you must be breathing hard for me to feel it. I pull the toy out again, slide it up to my clit for a second, and then slide it back in.  I hear your moans here and there and echo with my own when the toy hits the right spot.  I let out several fucks as my frustration explodes.  You come close to me, still working yourself and slip your thumb into my ass.  It feels so good that I try to bear down on it but the fucking toy is in the way.  I just lie there and let you work my ass with your thumb wishing it was your cock.  Stepping back, I feel your breath running down my leg again.  It's so fucking sexy.  I want to bottle that feeling up for later.  Another shot of electricity rushes through me as you place a hand on my leg and I hear you tell me that you have to go get some water.  For the first time I think maybe I just can't cum with you watching me.  As you leave, I try to relax once again and change the pattern on the toy.  I work so hard while you are gone, praying that I cum while you are gone.  I get so close, but still just can't let it go.  Everything is bothering me at this point, the pillow under my back, the messed up blankets, and my position in general.  I am contemplating getting on my hands and knees as you return with water.  I know now for sure that I am wholly done.  This will not happen no matter how hard I try.  However, my fucking submissive side won't let me just turn the toy off and pull it out.  It's not like you would be mad, but I'm not about to turn that fucking toy off until you tell me to.  There is a part of me screaming to turn the fucking thing off and plead for you to come fuck me properly, but no.  My submissive side is so much stronger when I'm with you and hangs on tight until you give me permission.

Finally I hear you give me the desired command and I pull the toy out and turn it off.  You come up to the bed next to my spread legs and I feel your fingers enter me.  Working yourself and me furiously, I hear you say something to me, but I am so lost in your touch that I don't know you are saying.  Your touch is so much more powerful than the toy.  I let my head fall back again while you pound me harder.  This is what I've wanted all along, but now my clit is so numb from the relentless vibration.  I feel your fingers expertly find and rub my g-spot and I want to explode.  I beg you to let me stand up.  I've been on my back forever and I just want to stand up.  Plus, I have squirted many times with you while standing so I know that comes much easier for me this way.  When I stand up and wrap my arms around you, I find you are completely drenched.  I have been watching how hard you have been working, but you were too far away for me to see just how much you were sweating.  We have fucked so many times in the last 6 months, but you have never been anywhere near this soaking wet.  I love it.  It feels like you don't want me to be so close to you though, kind of like you are pulling away from me while you are fingering the hell out of me.  I latch on to pull myself closer, kissing you deeply, and coating myself in your sweat.  Everything feels amazing so I tilt my head back, settle down onto your palm and let myself go. 

We both pull away as you command me to lay back on the bed and spread my pussy so you can see. As I do so, you go back to work on yourself.  This doesn't last long and I hear you tell me to get down on my knees and work for your cum.  I drop down eager to help and make my way to your balls first.  No surprise, you are literally dripping with sweat, and it's almost too salty for me to enjoy.  There is enough sweat rolling off of you I almost have to drink you into my mouth.  I can hear you telling me to get in there suck the sweat off.  I do, almost drowning in it.  I move so that I can get closer to your ass, and it's just as soaking wet.  I dig in though and as your sweat runs down my neck and on to my breasts, I feel my own wetness run down my bent legs. I pull away to take your cock in my mouth to work you myself.  You are so wet with sweat, I don't have to worry so much about lubing you up.  I work to get my rhythm down and I can hear you coaching me to do the same.  You grab on to my head to help me match the pace you want, but I can already tell this won't last long.  You need much more than I can give you at this point.  I pull off and let the expert back in to work away while I go back to your ass.

This has been a marathon session though and both of us are fading.  We change positions so that I am again on the bed, laying on my back with my head mostly hanging off the bed.  You come forward still working away at yourself.  I wrap my arms around you for leverage and pull up to take your ass again.  Willing you to cum.  I want to feel it shoot across my chest and onto my stomach.  We continue for a bit and I can hear your pleasure build.  Then you order me to flip around and spread my pussy again for you.  This time, I not only spread my pussy for your pleasure, but I run my finger up and down, slipping a finger in to feel how wet I am.  I see your body drop with determination, and your gaze intensifies.  I know it won’t be long so I run my fingers through again.  You step closer and cum hard.  It's so fucking warm and I'm surprised at just how much there is given this is the second time today.  I run my hands through it and watch the grin wash over your face. I love this smile on you.  A fucking job well done.

Sunday, March 15, 2015


Remember the toy homework from Ruined?  This was its purpose...

It seems like I'm waiting forever outside of your house.  I've knocked and the dog is going crazy, but there is no sign of movement.  Finally the door is opened and you are dripping wet barely covered by your towel.  All I know is at this moment I want to be wet with you.  Now.  I expect to go immediately to the bedroom, but you inform me that you are multitasking and need to check in on your computer.  I don't love the idea of being fit it, but I'm so desperate to see you that I'll take what I can get.  If only I could get you to fit me in a couple of fucking times this week, I would be a happy girl!!  You're sitting in your chair talking about the system timing out and I can no longer resist touching you.  Reaching out for your shoulder, I run my hand through the beaded water.  Your shoulder is firm, your skin so soft from the shower and much hotter than usual.  There isn’t a plan really, I'm not sure what I'm doing but I know if I don't do something, I'm going to pull you back in that chair and drop to my knees to suck your cock right there.  I run my hands across your shoulder again and up into your hair.  Trying to be patient since I know that without this check in, I won't be getting anything.  Finally, you get up and say come on I have something for you, and my interest is piqued.

Once we are back in the room, you are chatting about the need to dry off and I'm just enjoying the show.  You're telling me that there is nothing worse than being wet and not being able to get dry and what it does to your balls.  I giggle at this and remark that I don't have that problem, but mostly I just can't imagine this problem with your balls.  They are perfect to me and more than a handful, so I am carefully checking you out but I really don’t see anything different about them.  I know time is short and I should be undressing, but I can't help it.  I set the toy on the bed, shuffle out of my shoes and take my purse off.  I walk to you and we start to kiss.  You ask me if I missed you and I answer with a yes and add so much but honestly there aren't words for how much I missed you.  You help me undress and kiss me once again.  I feel pure warmth radiating from you and I want to curl up in it, but you are already asking me to drop to my knees.  

You're telling me that you've been thinking about my mouth on your cock and, honestly, so have I.  Many times since our last encounter.  I place my hand on your cock and as I put your cock in my mouth.  You guide my free hand up to your ass, and for whatever reason, this small guidance puts me at ease.  You ask me to show you what I've learned as I work to get you just a bit harder and wetter.  Again you coach me to get you wet, and this time I take you out of my mouth and lick down the length of both sides of your growing cock.  I'm usually too greedy to take you back out of my mouth once you're in and quite frankly, I'm still not sure it was worth it.  I put you back in my mouth and for a short moment think about reaching down to my own wetness and use that to help lube you up a bit, when I feel you begin to thrust.  I actually like when you do this, but it takes my breath away. I work harder with my hand and let my mouth do your bidding with every thrust.  Pushing harder, you bring up the email I sent about you fucking my tits, and a shiver runs through my body as I flash back to how it felt in my dream.  I've got my rhythm down and I start to wonder if today will be the day you only want this and then remember you asked me to bring my new toy.  Just then you pull out and command me to bend over the bed and leave me there.  

I can see you between my legs and that you have gone to get your ipad.  I hear a video start and remember that we were talking about porn earlier, but I still have no idea what we will be watching.  I hear a girl's voice, but not really what she is saying until I hear DP.  Taking your cue, you ask me if I know what that is, and I honestly don’t.  Dual penetration you say and place the ipad on the bed so that we can both see.  You ask me if she is cute enough for me, and she definitely is.  Dark long hair, very tanned and super cute in her pink panties.  I'm a little surprised to see that she isn't fully shaved.  I stop watching the video after she gets undressed, and hear you are tell me that she is going to get fucked by two guys.  I'm sure it's going to be good, but I really just want to hear your voice right now.  I know you are getting ready to fuck me and I'm trying to concentrate on that.  You could probably just describe what was going on the entire time and I would love it just as much as watching with you. 

You work your fucking huge cock into my pussy, and I am urging you in farther and farther with my hand on your ass while pushing back as hard as I can.  I want the force, but you tell me to let you work it in, so I ease up a bit.  I let you work, but I am very greedy today. I hear the girl moaning and the men are entering the picture because I can hear their voices.  You tell me to watch as one of the guys is eating the girl's ass and so I begin to watch again.  You are fucking me good and it feels amazing, but I know what it's like to have my ass gone after like that and I want it now too.  Badly.  She is starting to suck the other guy's cock while she is still having her ass worked.  True to form, I can't tell you anything about the men in the video as the men rarely interest me.   I hear and feel how much you are enjoying the video while you are working away at my pussy. 

Every once in a while you spread my ass, and I know what is coming.   I welcome it.   I drop my head back down and close my eyes to better concentrate on you while reaching back to feel your balls.  I give them a little tug and then just hold them against me while you pound me.  You ask me if this is how I grabbed my husband, and it is, but also nowhere near the same.  I love the feel of your balls against me, whether they are smacking against my ass or I am smashing them against me.  When I grab my husband it is only for him and is a means to an end.  A light smack against my ass takes me by surprise.  It feels like a warm up so I'm hoping for more.  The party on the video is getting louder and louder, almost distracting. I start to wonder if you are watching me at all or if you are still watching the video.  You ask me if I'm ready to get my ass fucked and I reply with a simple but desire filled yes as you pull out.  Before I know it, you are down on your knees and your mouth is on my ass.  Licking, exploring, and I can barely keep on my feet.  So badly, I want to crawl up on the bed a let myself go while you are doing this.  But before I can get too far into it, you are back up on your feet and begin to work yourself in.  

Your cock is huge, and I'm always amazed we can do this without lube at all.  I often wonder what it looks like from your point of view.  Is it as hot as I imagine it is?  I pull up off the bed when the pain becomes too much, and you push me back down to take it.  Pulling out of me for a moment to work yourself just a little bit more and I take a moment to enjoy watching this between my legs.  Makes me wetter with anticipation.  It will hurt again as you begin to enter, but I want it so badly that I’ll eagerly take the pain.  I take a deep breath and slowly let it out as you push inside again, this time going deeper and deeper with every thrust.  I feel myself giving way to you and hear your echoed approval.  You ask if it's too much for me, and I answer no.  I feel like fucking Goldilocks who's finally found her perfect cock and it's just right.  Everyone is fucking moaning on the video and you ask me to watch again so I can see her get fucked in the ass as well as her cunt by 2 different men.  I'm mostly watching the mechanics of this as I am still uncomfortable with the idea of 2 men, trying to figure out how you accomplish this.  Can the guy on the bottom feel the other guy’s balls? Does it distract him?  

You are talking to me about how she is getting pounded, so I ask if you want to see me dirty like that.  It's probably the most I have ever spoken during sex and it's an honest question.  I am wondering if you want me to get fucked by 2 men.  Is this an upcoming encounter?  I can hear you say that you want me to be as dirty as I want to be, but that isn't really an answer.  I'll take it for now though.  I’m in no position to argue the point.  I snap back to reality when you start to reach for the toy box.  I reach over to help with the box, and you tell me just to get it ready.  I'm not actually planning on doing anything other than unlocking the buttons because I'm afraid I won't be able to later.  We continue to fuck and you ask me if I'm ready to get both of my holes fucked.  The truth is, I'm not sure.  There is so much going on, that I'm a little overwhelmed.  I've watched porn with guys, but never really fucked while it was going on, or if it was, we weren't actively watching it.  I've never used a toy with anyone other than myself, by myself.  And I've certainly never really had DP before, unless I count your thumb which I don't.  I like when you push me past my boundaries though, and I know that I'm safe, so I don't hesitate with my reply.

I reach for the toy when you tell me and try to insert it while you are fucking me.  I'm very wet, so it begins to slide in easy enough, but I'm a little surprised that every time I insert it, you push it right back out when you thrust in my ass.  I'm starting to get an idea though of what this is going to be like.  I push harder to get it past your thrust and win the battle this time.  The toy is in and I feel full in a way I haven't been before.  The angle alone is pushing it hard against my clit.  It's already sore from the previous day's motorized punishment.  I'm just enjoying the feeling of the toy being inserted while you are fucking my ass and then I hear you ask if it's too much again.  I answer no, but I know I won't be able to endure much more.  I am in control of the toy though, so I can ease up if needed.  Your relentless thrusting alone moves the toy enough at this point.  While my hand is on the hilt of the toy, I realize that I can still grab your balls, so I take full advantage.  I hear you tell me that you know I love this because I’m letting you go deeper than I ever have before.  Feeling that you're balls deep before you say it yourself.  

It is true.  I am in heaven right now.  Even more so than in Ruined, which I didn’t think was possible.  I think about turning the toy on for a split second, but I know if I do, I will ungraciously fall to my knees and that will just end up hurting you and me, so I resist the urge.  Maybe if I was on my knees I would risk it, but my legs are getting close to starting to give as it is.  I have been bent over in this position for quite a while now.  I am brought back around by you asking me what you are doing.  This isn’t just any question.  It’s filled with lust and command and adding my name to the end drives my desire further and deeper.  I grip the toy harder and punish my clit to your words.  Just above a whisper, I reply that you are fucking my ass.  I repeat it as if it makes it more real.  

Fucking me harder now, you share how much you want to mark me up but you don't want me to get in trouble.  I find myself actually annoyed by this and shoot back surprisingly forceful with who the hell am I going to get in trouble with?  I can feel your surprised reaction more than I can hear it, if that's possible.  After a moment, you finally ask me which side I want.  I want the same fucking side as earlier and I want some fucking power behind it.  I've been frustrated for months now at your unwillingness to mark me, even when I have asked for it, and I'm doing my best not to take it out on you at this very moment.  Then you smack me hard, and feel the sting immediately.  Truth is, I could take another smack, but I'm not going to push you on this.  You seem to be extra worried about everything being too much for me today.  

You are still pounding me and the toy is still pushing hard against my clit.  Almost torture at this point, but I want more.  I must have been digging my nails into your leg, willing you to fuck me harder, because you forcefully push my hand off of you and fully command me not to do that.  You actually seem pissed at me, and I want to apologize since I wasn't really aware my nails were digging in, but I'm still in shock that it even happened.  Instead I pull my hand up to my own neck and dig in.  This just doesn't last long before I start to reach back again.  This time, you catch my wrist, pulling hard on it, using it as leverage to fuck me a little harder.  This was my goal anyway so I am grinning from ear to ear.  Your tone has softened just a little, but I’m concentrating so much on my locked wrist that I can’t make out what you are saying.  I dig my nails into the palm of my hand and release and then do it again trying to calm the need so I can hear what you are saying.  You pull my arm behind my back and lock it down tightly.  I love this.  This is what I needed.  A little locking me down.  I move my hand a little so that you are holding my hand instead of my wrist, and let this settle me a little.  

You are working me pretty hard and I wonder if you are planning to cum in my ass.  You asked earlier if you could cum anywhere you wanted, so I thought maybe you had something a little different in mind today.  I am kind of curious what it would feel like and how long it would feel like that. I can even hear you talking about it, and I think it just might happen.  Then all of a sudden you talking about my pussy, but I missed what exactly you say.  I was still wondering about cum in my ass.  The second time I catch that you want me on my back so you can see me use the toy on my pussy the way I did yesterday.  You pull out of me and I lay back on the bed.  I hit the turbo button because if I think about this for too long I'm afraid I’ll start to feel self-conscious.  The brutal vibration is already too much.  My poor clit is still sore since it isn't used to the punishing power of my new toy.  You're asking if I was thinking about your cock when I used the machine, but to be honest, one of the modes without the rotation feels just like your fucking mouth on my cunt.  That was what I was thinking about when I came hard yesterday.  

You tell me to lift my hips and I feel you place a towel under me.  It's pure punishment at this point, so I don't think I'm going to squirt.  I can feel your eyes on me as I press the little petal against my clit and feel a jolt fly through my body.  You are standing at the side of the bed, showing me how hard your cock is and I will always want that more than the machine.  It's a living piece of art to me and the toy will always be just a toy.  All I want to do is pull the toy out and ride your big fucking cock.  It's like you read my mind too because I receive a command that I’ve been dying to hear, to get rid of the toy.  I'm so excited that I rip it out and throw it on the bed without even turning it off.  You step closer to the edge of the bed, grab my legs, pushing hard into me, and I let out a loud fucking moan.  It feels so much better than I ever remembered.  You have me in just the right spot and are pounding my g-spot hard.  This really is getting to be too much, but I'm not about to stop it.  I pull at the bed to keep my body in place as it is trying desperately to escape the pounding.  You know you have me in the right spot as well, and tell me so as you pull me into you farther.  I try to relinquish and take the pounding but I really have reached my limit.  I try to cry out but it only comes out as some sort of agonized grunt with every thrust.  

You stop suddenly and bend over to kiss me hard, and I am full in.  I am not just happy for the break in pounding but in the intimacy of your kiss invading my mouth.  This feels like the closest we’ve been to each other all day, and I swim in the bliss of the moment.  You pull me up and tell me you want me on my knees.  I hit my knees directly and get ready for what is next.  You order me to suck on your balls and I immediately get to work.  I take one in my mouth and try to run my tongue around it as I suck it in deeper.  You share how close you are to cumming but that you are holding off so that you can enjoy it longer.  I try to take you in deeper, both at the same time, but you are just too big.  You move your cock over so that I can get to the other side as you ask me to do so.  I pull your other ball into my mouth and suck a little harder as I move my hand up into the crack of your ass.  I take a second to look up at you.  Watching you watch me.  This hasn’t taken me a bit to get used to, but now I love watching the way you watch me.

I'm going to lick your ass whether you ask me to or not, but before I can do so you are already asking for it.  I jump right in and try to get as far in as possible.  As I ring your asshole with my tongue, I can hear your moan and I feel like I'm dripping on your carpet I'm so wet.  You ask me where I want you to cum, and I'm so confused.  I thought you had something in mind when you asked if you could cum anywhere earlier.  I certainly don't mind picking, I just wasn't prepared.  When I voice my confusion, you roughly grab hold of my hair on the top of my head and pull me away a little so I can see how close you are to cumming.  Your cock is so close to my face and I want so badly to put in my mouth and suck your cum down, but you have a hold tight of my hair and I can barely speak let alone move.  Just a couple more strokes and I close my eyes so that you can cum on my face.  I feel the hot sticky cum hit my face and I open my mouth to take some in.  I'm not leaving today without a taste.